My name is Nancy. I’m a 57 years old and I’m divorced. I have a host of emotional problems…..Here’s some of my history:
I didn’t know it until I was 39 years old that I was sexually abused from the time I was 3 years old until I was 8 years old, by my father, babysitters and my brother’s friends. I attempted suicide twice, in 2002, while living in a home that had toxic mold. I battle with suicidal thoughts everyday. I have been diagnosed with PTSD, ( Brain Spec Scan -diagnosed with Cognitive impairment, short term memory loss) , Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue Syndrone, Severe Depression, panic attacks, I’m horrified of abandonment, I attract porn/sex addicts as partners, I have outrages of anger and rage, huge trust issues, feeling totally out of control and powerless. Verbally abusive, when angry at my daughter. I have been physically abusive with ex-boyfriends, I have a lot of guilt, shame, self loathing, sadness, despair, fear, high levels of Stress and I believe I have no value or self worth.
I have not worked since 2002. In 2005 I applied for disability. After 5 years of being denied, I was approved in May of this year. I live on $850.00 per month. I live with my 26 year old daughter who does not want to be living with me. A lot of hostility and tension in the home. I am cheating her out of her own life. I have no idea how much your fees are or if I can even afford to work with you, but I’m still going to ask you because I’m desperate for help. Will you please email me back and tell me how much you charge for a 20 minute session? Thank you, Nancy Jakobs